There are times when we want things to be a dream. We want to pinch ourselves, poke ourselves, close our eyes, do anything we can to wake up and yet we don't. For some of us, we seem to be stuck in this dream mode. Perhaps it's better to say that we are stuck in a nightmare as our bodies move forward like programmed robots that are told to "walk" by whatever gets us up in the morning. This unwaking nightmare has to have an end, and I want to wake up to see things back the way they were where I had my happiness. That may never come to pass.
2013 could not have been a more horrid year for me. I'm not a person to hope for a lot of things, but I sincerely hope that things go smoothly for February and onward this year.